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The Negativity Boomerang

(Introductory Disclaimer: As usual, please remember that this blog is an expression of my own personal opinions, based on observations gleaned from my own peculiar experience. At no point do I claim to speak for all Neopagans, nor do I insist that any reader must agree with me.)

In the years since September 2001, when our jovial and generous American psyche experienced a profound shift toward cynicism and fear, I have been learning some hard lessons about the workings of negativity. I have been forced to study my own negativity, as well as the negativity of others. Inevitably, they are the same thing.

I have heard words that I felt perfectly justified in uttering as a valid criticism of others come boomeranging back at me, years later, in the exact same phrasing, and sounding just as insightful and plausible - even though they were completely mistaken and unfair!

I understand now (hopefully not too late) that if you don’t know people intimately, their momentary behaviors can lead you to make judgments about them that may be completely false. But we all make such judgments, because what we see is filtered through the frustrations, pains and indignities that we are suffering in that brief moment of time. Students jump to conclusions about teachers, and teachers jump to conclusions about students. Doctors jump to conclusions about patients, and patients jump to conclusions about doctors. Some of those conclusions can be very hurtful and insulting.

But, no matter how deeply justified we feel when we do it, we may be wrong! If we are, sooner or later our karma will make that very clear.

I am not sorry, exactly, that I had such thoughts about other people at the time, even if I was wrong – because that was who I was then, and it would have been dishonest of me not to admit it to myself. What does make me sorry is that I expressed those thoughts - either on paper or through my mouth; because it is simply not right to hurt people.

It is not the unbidden thought itself, but the hurt caused by expressing it which comes back to bite us. If I could have only kept my judgments to myself until I had gained a better understanding of those people, my mistaken perceptions wouldn’t have hurt anyone but me. And the wheel of karma would not have begun to turn. 

I guess I'm just saying, in different words, what people tried to tell me when I was in school: Look before you leap. Verify before you speak. That should be simple enough to understand, shouldn't it?

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A student of esoteric traditions since the age of 16, Ted Czukor (Theo the Green) taught Yoga for 37 years until retiring in 2013. For 26 years he was adjunct faculty for the Maricopa, AZ Community Colleges, teaching Gentle Yoga and Meditation & Wellness. Raised in the Methodist Church but drawn to Rosicrucianism, Hinduism and Buddhist philosophy, he is a devotee of the Goddess in all Her forms. Ted has been a Shakespearean actor, a Masonic ritualist and an Interfaith wedding officiant. He is the author of several books, none of which made any money and two of which are available as .pdf files. He lives with his wife Ravyn-Morgayne in Sun City, Arizona. Their shared dream is to someday relocate to Glastonbury, England.


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